Free write : life so far

I guess things are going alright so far, im pretty stressed out with having to figure out college and expenses on top of im pretty scared of driving right now, i feel like im going to fail. I just really hope i can pass and gewt my liscence. Its raining right now outside, its very soothing and relaxing. I wish i could be at home instead of at school, i love listening to the rain hit the roof and create soothing sounds. I could just fall asleep right now. I miss my girlfriend terribly, i havent seen her in a month now, ill be seeing her over spring break but i wish it were right now. Its getting hard to deal with everything going on in my life on my own. Things have gotten really complicated with my life, i just wish everything could be so easily managed.